daily reading

Design Observer
Michael Bierut / Jessica Helfand / William Drenttel / Rick Poynor
http://www.designobserver.com/

CMYKern
James Griffin
http://cmykern.com/

other thing......

Recently, I always think about what I should design and how.
These days nothing comes to my mind.
It's terrible that I find no inspiration in RECENT daily life.
Something scares me and pulls me back.
I'm afraid of doing new work, and fear that they are going to no good.
Actually, I don't want to be a designer.
To be honest, I really know that I can't do it better.
But what's the difference between design and illustrator?
The relationship between they is tooooooo close.
I want to do both of them good, even better.
Maybe it's too hard to me......